my life story

Not happy

2012-01-16T21:37:00.001+08:00

I'm not happy.. I'm becoming like my old self.. Depress n always not happy.. I hate it! I'm losing it.. I'm losing interest.. I dun like myself to b like that! I tink even him cant tahan me.. I drag to work.. I wAn a long break!!!!
I wan a house that I can call home..
I c friends getting married.. Im jealous.. But.. Hai
I'm losing it.. I wanna give up on this relationship.. I tink waited too long.. Sianz le.. Nothing makes me excited like last time..
I miss the good old times
I miss my friends.. Like Shihui.. She got bf le.. Working. We dun go out le.. Though at times we still talk.. But it's still different..
I need a life.. A new life..
But in order for it to happen
I need to pull myself together
Who is there to support me?

Prada

2011-12-12T13:38:00.003+08:00

3 dec 2011 - My first prada wallet! He gave me as a surprise! An early Christmas present! He gave it to me today because he knows that I'm going for my DND! How nice is tat! Thank you!

10 dec 2011- My iPhone drop into toilet bowl!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!

I replace my phone

2011-10-17T12:31:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went to ps to catch Bao she zuan with him. Then when to exchange my phone as it was hanging very often.. It's actually due on 22nov 2011..

After tat had dinner with serene and Dan at harbour front centre.. Eat Buffett at ban heng.. I din find it very nice..

Haiz.. Been not very happy recently..

I think I dun love him anymore.. Just comfortable.. Finding faults and making his life so difficult.. It's sad.. Very sad..
Mayb I'm juz tired of waiting.. Mayb becoz we become very stagnant.. No more surprises.. mayb coz we dun have an activity that we can do together.. Dun have common interest..

I would love to have somebody that can lead me and guide me..

I feel so lazy

I need a change..

But with tat being said.. He is still the one that I will approach for answers.. But yesterday when I ask him what should I do.. He also have got no answers.. So what should I do.. My brain is blank.. My life is becoming like a plain sheet of paper.. So blend.. I need so colours.. I need to find back my confidence.. I need a life! But who can help me except myself?????

Been thinking.. After so many years.. How did we pull through so many years? Without a common interest.. So many years.. Yet I've never really seen him cry.. After so many years.. Now then I think whether is he the one.. I used to think.. He was really the one.. Falling for him again and then again.. But now.. =x .. Last time I really wanna marry him.. I used to think.. If he ever meet with any accident and die.. Dun think I can survive with it.. But now.. No more.. What is happening..

Sianz

2011-07-12T11:24:00.001+08:00

I feel like getting married now.. But cannot cannot cannot! I'm am sian of waiting waiting waiting.. But how how how????

I love pearl!!!!!!!!!! I miss her day n night.. I love to be with her.. Bring her out.. But.. If only I have got my own car.. Hai..
Life is full of restrains....
Quote of the day!
"life is like having a hot bath.. Comfortable.. But when soak too long.. Ur skin will become wrinkled." ....

Pearl

2011-04-07T09:47:00.001+08:00

I got my first dog last sat! I adopted pearl who is 7 years old. She is a labrador, cream in colour and she is soooooo sweet.. She is sooo 人见人爱.

I love her to the max! She is very obedient and knows basic command like sit and down and shake hand.. On Sunday we brought her out for a walk.. She walk walk walk until tired and collapse on the floor.. Dun wanna walk anymore.. Haha.. Poor thing... Haha.. I love her and really hope I can b with her everyday.. But she stay ag veg house coz my family dun allow me to have pets.. ..

Tired

2011-03-15T19:01:00.001+08:00

Sometimes somethings don't change
Sometimes somethings change
Sometimes when u want it u don't get it
But sometimes when u dun want it n it comes again n again

Y do nice ppl have to die
Y do ppl who bothers suffer

Y am I liddit

I'm tired of expecting
I'm tired of hoping
I'm tired of wishing
I'm tired

N I want to give up

2010-10-23T18:01:00.002+08:00

i tink i only blog once a month..haha..=x..hmm..my first week of school is ok..but i am kinda worried for my degree assignment that is due on 29 this month!! after i completed it..i am alittle more free..yeah!!! after i am done with advance dip..my plan is to learn yoga, or meditation..though i would like to learn it now..but i fell kinda short of time..=x..n i am loving my part time job..which is to look after 10 golden retrievers!! i love them to the max..!! sometimes they r a bit naughty..but they r so cute n innocent !! they all have their own character n loves..i am getting to know them more n more..n OMG..i jus love them..check them out at http://cassiagolden.com/home !

2010-09-27T02:57:00.002+08:00

there are so many things to do but so little time. i am working 10 days straight..i am tired..sister dun wanna grant me off tmr..=x..boo hoo..i am tired..looking forward to advance dip where i can take a break frm work and become a student again! tired of my degree programme..regrated taking part time for it..=x..

i am loving him most of the time.

sis got a i phone 4 for her 25th bday..pax give here..i am so jealous..but what is there to be jealous about? stupid..y i always got this kinda attitude..bad u know..=x..

aniwae..at last me n him went on a holiday together..to phuket..really enjoyed his companion..enjoyed the sea, enjoyed the sun set..enjoyed the romantic motorcycle rides..but not the thai ppl there..keep on kana tok..hate it!

almost every other day..i've been tinking..can he marry me like now? but i know it is impossible..but when? he always sae..when he got the money..but i am afraid that i can't wait soooooo long..i am scared that 1 day i may wait till i pekchek/sianz..=x..i really wish to go to canada /new zealand to work..but wad about him? so i took up advance dip..then can at least drag another 3 years..but still by then, he mayb still in NS..=x..haiz..dunnno la..he say even if we dun get officially married, we are already like married..but no..it is diff..=c..haiz...dun wanna tink so much..juz finish up my short term goals first..then c how bah

2010-08-23T13:02:00.001+08:00

i miss you dearly..you are now in genting.. know just for 3 days..but...
yesterday..after work..suddenly felt so lost..after work got no one to call and meet..=x..today.. got no one to eat with me..=x..i miss you..can you faster come back..=x..

2010-07-27T12:34:00.002+08:00

day 3 as botak..
went for dental appt today..say i got 1 teeth is at the begining stage of decay and i need to floss more often and cut down on sweet drinks..fine with it..

then..went to a briefing as i have to work for some company on 31st..but apparently, when the brand manager saw me botak..he called my agency man and then i was told that the event was cancelled..and that they will give me only $10 for making the trouble to come down for interview and briefing.. ..the agency guy keep telling me that it is not about me..but i can sense and feel it..or maybe i might be over conscious as i am botak..i dunno...all i know is that..today i actually feel that stigmatisism..that unwanted..feeling..today i can empatise with those cancer patients..though it is jus a small thing..

ANYHOW..I HAVE NOT REGRETTED THAT I HAVE CHOOSE TO SHAVE..AS THROUGH THIS..I CAN FEEL HOW THEY FEEL..I AM NOT DOIN MY PART FOR THESE PEOPLE, INSTEAD, I FEEL THAT THEY ARE HELPING ME. I WIL LEARN TO BECOME STRONGER, I WILL LEARN TO BECOME MORE UNDERSTANDING FROM THIS.

AND I WANNA CHANGE THE MENTALITY OF SINGAPOREANS' CONSERVATIVE THINKING AND STIGMATISISM!

2010-07-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

day 2 as botak..

noting much today..wore at wig at work..
some collegues at work say i should not have wore that wig, but afterall, singapore is still a conservative society..and we need to have some professional look...so i decide to keep my wig on..

2010-07-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

went for hair for hope this afternoon..shaved my head bald..just before shaving..suddenly felt like crying..hmm..but i dun really know the reason y..then my turn came and all of a sudden, i dun feel anything..i was quite lucky so to speak, my hairdresser is alvin, an ite guy, he was concentrating real hard when shaving my head..till when the mc call him..he also dunno..haha..then after i had my hair shaved off..i suddenly feel very happy..i dunno y..really..n..though he keeps on saying NO to me wanting to do this, but yet he still came with me to vivo and help me take pic..he ask me..isit that he luv me too much tat even when he violently object to wad i'm doin, he still come and support me? i dunno..

after tat, went back home to wash up and get redy for jay zhou concert..
at first his singing sucks..then after all got high, it was so touching and nice..OMG..then while we were there, at the indoor stadium, and walking at kallang leisure..he told me"do you know u very AA?" (AA=attract attention)..hmm..ok..but to me, i felt ok with it..if i wanna shave my head, i have to be prepared to be stared by ppl..anyway, i do not have any mirror with me all the time..sometimes, i still forget that i have shaven bald till i looked into the mirror..

anyhow..

I AM LUVIN MY BOTAK HEAD!

2010-06-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

i dun wanna do my assignment..i dun wanna study for exams..i wanna slack n play..yyyyy..=x..boo hoo..

he has done his lasik..on 7 june..
hope everything goes well..
really hope he will go learn diving n b my dive buddy..=P
but all he think of is to go track track track..=c...

hmm...am i selfish or wad?
ok i am selfish
y he can't do wad he wanna do and must do wad i wanna do?

u know..sometimes i realy would like a bf that is active..that will being me go here n there..that will join me or pull me go race..go do sports..etc..but he is opp.

wad should i do?

force him to do wad i like? let him be as it is?

really love him as a person..sweet..considerate..sometimes toooo considerate..but now not as patient as last time...

i tink i should carry on wif wadever i like and want..be independent..maybe 1 day he will be influenced then good lo..if not..then see how it goes la..

AND

I WANT A DOG BADLY!!!

2010-05-07T00:52:00.003+08:00

yesterday i was hungry at night..n i told him..but he zzz...dun wanna cook for me..=x..make me sleep with an empty stomach..today..he is guilty..coz he made me sleep with my empty stomach!

is this sweet or cute or irritating?

2010-05-04T02:56:00.001+08:00

my bday coming..wad i want leh?? i also dunno.....=x

2010-05-03T02:55:00.000+08:00

back frm dayang with shihui...went diving with equator dive..not bad i would say..haha..but juz kinda rush la..food waise was not bad also..people very friendly!

will upload the pics soon!

2010-04-27T00:28:00.001+08:00

cut hair today! i am so handsome

2010-04-26T13:04:00.001+08:00

got my jay chou tix!

i'm lovin it!

2010-04-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

spend time with shihui n iris....

went taka, ion shopping with shihui..then went to fareast to shop...bought a shoe..$35.90..
then went club with iris n shihui..to rebels..keke..

next day went bugis shop with them again..bought 2 pants..$22 and $30..and a sunglass $10..and..$10 boxer for him..keke..then after shopping went arcarde play bishi bishi..iris pro lo..after tat all the eateris all close le..so we went to eat steamboat! keke..

2010-04-03T12:53:00.001+08:00

i know wad i want for my 23rd bday le!!!!

i wan to take a nice nice photo shoot!

with my bike!

YEAH!

2010-04-03T12:43:00.001+08:00

went touring to melaka with him and the GSX group to eat A & W! on the way up, got caught my malasia TP on the high way for speeding.. then we shaft RM 50 to let us go..=x..suai..haiz..make us bankrupt la..we only brought 50sgd there leh..still gota eat n pump petrol leh..=x..haiz..anyway..lucky he got some sgd notes in his wallet..so gota change again..=x..anyway..on the way back, got caught in the rain and some of them also saw an accident happen right infront of their eyes! we only saw the aftermath. but from what they described..they say they saw the mother and 2 children flew out of the car! wah..so scary..i am so glad that we are all safe and sound..=x..thank god! but think it was quite scary for those who saw it..=x..anyway, it was really nice goin out with them and riding..heard from them that they travel all the way up to thailand before! wah! impressed! i ride tat cbr for awhile tink tired le..plus with all the vibration at high speed! REALLY TIRING! wah..they still can ride for 17 hours! WAHHHHH!!! if me..i dun wan..i rather take aeroplane..hahaha..though riding can be fun and stuff..but 17 hours, your concentration tink will decrease also..plus tires plus high speed..and so on..really very dangerous leh..=x..

hmm..then there is this ger who ride a R6! i wan!!!! but dun tink i can handle it well! so..haiz..drop that dream bah! hahaha..kk..i'm tired le..so gonna say BYE BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-22T16:49:00.003+08:00

bought a touring jacket RJAY for $180 and also a shoe so that i can wear when riding my new ride for guess how much? ($109 plus 50% off = $55!!!!!) kekeke..spending alot of money here n there..but nvm..i happy can le..wahhahaha..anyway..now i'm kinda hooked on to playing arcade! Last time always scold ppl say they waste money..but now i myself liddit..haiyo..=x..

hmm..yesterday just went to johor circuit(pasir gudang) with him to see race bike..now i chaoda! sun burn arh!! there stupid la..viewing gallery there no chair no shade.. ||| wad design is tat! den after tat we went over to another grand stand to watch..at first pay RM10 per person to go in le..then juz go to another place to see..coz there gt chairs and shade, must pay again..for parking-RM1..then cannot go back to where we were coz need to pay again.. ... they really know how to make money sia..summore the chairs there..BLODDY DIRTY!!!! haiz..dunno pay them for wad also..nv upkeep the place de..haiz..

anyway..that is not the main point..the main point is we go there to see his neighbour racing.. and other bike n proton sega race..din take pic coz i lazy la and tired after night shift go there straight..was not bad la..he say maybe in 5 years time, we can try the track ourself..buy 1 sp or wad..haha..dunno la..see how is life then lor..

throughout the whole journey, we are really very lucky! din rain at all..then when come back to sg also! heard from other ppl..sg was raining heavily leh..we are so so lucky..thank god for the good weather!

happiest luckist women

2010-02-10T18:39:00.001+08:00

DEAR BOUGHT ME MY CBR400!!! and a box for my X1R tooz!!!
love all my bikes
gsx 600, cbr 400, x1r..

love him most!

2010-01-15T11:15:00.003+08:00

13 n 14 off..spend it meaningfuly

13- went to pray at bugis there, then OG there gt sale, after that went to pass veg's aunt a oil that i bought for her. then then then, we went to the body show at clark quay!!! it is sumting like the body world at science centre,except that it is a smaller scale and can see in a closer proximity and and got medical student there to explain to you what is what! price wise is $21, but i got OCBC card, so gt 10% off plus can take photo and ..keke i took sum..

..=)..then went to opp central to eat bak kut teh..i tink it very nice to eat..=P..$6/bowl..
sometimes i really love him alot.

14-went to sgh for magnet fair and change shift, then meet him at his school..went to unique motor, change to hella horn ($45) include relay and flower rim ($90)..next change gonna be my tires..haiz..gonna spend money again..=x

2010-01-04T17:08:00.002+08:00

jb with shihui, vic n cy!
walk walk at citysquare..bought same shoe with shihui..then went to watch alvin n the chipmunk 2..then went to eat ikan bakar..stingray, squid, kangkong, haojian,koayteow, chicken wing..eat until full full arh! by the time we come back..i wad dread tired..=x..haha..

2010-01-02T16:22:00.002+08:00

after night shift..he came to fetch me and we headed to malaysia with some GSX forum friends..total of 4 plus ours..5 GSX..went up to melaca to eat A N W..then come back..rain sia..sianz..aniwae..our top speed was 225km/hr..i was like..wanna fly off the bike liao..haha..but quite shiok la..onli coz i din sleep..i was damn tired..=x..

2009-12-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

quarreled with him today..on our 7 year anniversary..=x..

he sae he wan come fetch me after work today..but..he din even set alarm clock to wake himself up..HELLO..i finish work at 3.15pm! not 7 am..! yet you still can't get up and come in time and sae that i can call you to wake u up..y am i making a big fuss about it? HELLO! i am busy at work..how to call u n wake u up..u tink i free arh..and is you sae wanna fetch me de mah..so at least you shd have set alarm to wake urself up! and nt make me wait for you always! then..u cum my hse nv tell me properly..juz left some hints here n there..how was i suppose to know? i always hope tat u will come and find me at my place after a fight..but i am always disappointed..=x..how was i suppose to know tat u r there today? n u juz hang up my phone and switch your phone off..bastard idiot..i hate u! i din do anything wrong! fuck..y should i be treated this way..shit you..

i really feel like cutting myself..but i know i will be stupid if i do it..so i decide to go out for some fresh air..it was raining heavily..like my heart..went to westcoast and sat there..in front of the open sea..gether my thoughts and feelings..and came back n shower..

then u called and ask me to open the door..

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then u left again to your aunt hse..cozz i dun wanna go with my puffy eyes..

n u came back with my dinner..bomb prata..

then we played mahjong with sis n bf..

not a memorable and enjoyable Christmas at all!

2009-12-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

i passed all my exams..

so now..i'm a vegetarian!

and i can't wait for Christmas!

and i haven got him any pressie yet!

but i know..i'm luvin him!

but they sae..7 year sure break up...

so..lets see...

love!

aniwae

23/12/09

went for my dental appt today..

reach until there..then realised that i dun have wallet and the day before i had accidentaly left my hp with him..so tat means that i got nothing! no wallet no $$..no hp..DIE!

then i borrowed the phone frm the indian receptionist..she so bua song..then i went down to the 1st floor to borrow phone, but the reception there say i can't borrow the phone..so she dig out 2 10cent coin and give me..THANK YOU VERY MUCH! then i call sis for help..thanks!

aya..then he fetch me to SGH..then bike kana wheel clamp..$107 to unclamp it.!!! .wth..summore other bike no clamp only warning letter..y ours clamp? shit you man! WILSON PARKING! I CONDEMN YOUR MANAGEMENT! ANGRY!!!

2009-12-02T10:07:00.001+08:00

missya..

2009-12-01T13:43:00.002+08:00

i have been lying to my parents tat i'm kinda sick of it..i'm juz so tired of it..i wanna tell them the truth..but apparently i can't..they would not allow..they will look down on me..they would tell all my relatives and then all my relatives will ALL look down on me..i juz wanna lead my life..=x

y can't i juz open up to them?

wad is sooo wrong with me?

i juz wanna lead my life..i wanna get my own house and my dog and lead my life!

i wanna have lotsa freedom..not like now..always gotta report whether coming back or not..where am i goin and stuff..i am big enuff..i can take care of myself. but then again..i know they are worried!

my conclusion is...

I DO NOT WANT ANY CHILDREN OF MY OWN IN FUTURE! coz i wouldn't know how to control them..when to let them go..how much freedom to give..how to educate them..

my solution to this prob is:

let me rear a doggy! so that i will be obliged to come back n take care of it..actually..i wouldn't say obliged la..i would wanna come back n see my doggy coz i will miss it..=x..but this stupid strict family of mine will never allow me to have one..she always sae..wait till i get my own home..this is her HOUSE!

I totally agree.. this is HER HOUSE! i gotta wait till i'm older and get married to get my OWN HOME!

2009-11-18T21:25:00.004+08:00

friday the 13th..got my first bike accident ..=x..self skidded...=x..lucky got one uncle very good..he helped me move my bike to the kerb n gave me a lift to the hospital..these are the injuries sustained...

and i got 2 days MC for this..
15 nov..go back to work..but =x..go wrong shift..suppose to be afternoon shift..i go morning..then dear in the morning sent me there..hw juz reach home and bath then gotta come back to SGH to fetch me back..=x..lucky he v kind nv scold me..hehe..then we go eat mac breakfast..with weebin..n then go home zzz...

17 nov..my very first RMS..got a medication error..pt allergic to NSAIDS..written in the system..n when i ask pt..he sae he only allergic to naproxen..and DR ordered I/M diclofenac..i din know that they are of the same family..who noes..pt developed periorbital swelling..=x..haiz..called up the DR stat..n dr gave hydrocort and promethizine..=x..haiz..then gota raise RMS...=x

18 nov.. at last a good news..sister sae my bike accident that 2 MC will be accounted for and thus no need to key in..also..the ANE charges will be paid by the insurance..so i no need to pay! YEAH..at last a good news after all the bad ones..

i mus always hold on..and believe that the sun will always shine after a rain..=)

2009-10-30T15:31:00.002+08:00

juz went to copthorn orchard to have lunch with my family..now beri full..keke..hmm..n I HAVEN STUDY!! PREPARE TO DIE!! aniway..ytd went to rp..had this exhibition..then gt SCDF paramedic..should i join SCDF next year after my bond ends??..the starting pay is like bout 3k if i get my degree..=P..coz i'll go in as an officer! plus if i pass their paramedic course..gt skill allowance of $600 per month! hmm..wah..i got lotsa choices for my future..wad shd i do? which one shd i choose? i am confused. if only god can lead me the way..=(..

2009-10-28T09:19:00.003+08:00

been so troubled lately..juz finished an assignment..dun tink i will do well though..coz was a damm last min thing as usual..now..since my cbr was sold..we have been looking high n low for another bike to replace it..otherwise we will only get 85% of our insurance back instead of the full prorated one..=c..thats bout a hundred bucks worth of money..aniwae..we saw this R6..was a good deal..but was sold to an indian that came before us..wad to do..=x..juz not our luck..haiz..

n ytd..sum dunno which idiot urine on my bike! shit you! dunno is human or cat..but it urine on my seat la! then make me missed the prayer that i was suppose to join my family to..=x..so later mt up with him again..n he help me wash my bike!keke..=P..love! thanks!

haiz..now gotta cheong for my exams..but then again..got no mood! i can't stand this degree programme! it is not helping me at all! but i got no choice..i am half way into it..i can't giveup!

CHEONG ARH!!!

2009-10-04T16:05:00.002+08:00

went to play candles with him..=P..wanted to go to bukit timah inside inside..but went in..super dark and eerie..so we U turn out n go to a playground..no one de..

made a little heart shape..

before lighting it all up..shadows..beauty..
love is in the AIR...wahahahha..
us us us..=P

we played sparkle there also..

after awhile there..we heard some funny noise..heard screaming that he say sounded like "ta lai le...".. so we hurried off back home..haha..=X..

2009-10-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!! At last i got my CBR 400..a few days ago...haven got a chance to take photo with it though..

Aniwae..today went to beach road there and he got for me a full face helmet!!! keke..=P..

then we headed to golden mile to eat beef noodle, fried kuay teow, tung hoon and so on..yummy!!! we 4 ppl..me him, deniel, weebin...ate 7 dishes...3 beef noodle, 1 big fried rice, 1 fried kuay teow and 2 tung hoon.. ..like hungry ghost festival hasn't ended liddit..haaha..aniwae..now i'm waiting for him..waiting for him to finish work at 2 am..then we are goin to eat BAK KUT TEH!!! i am hungry again!

2009-09-27T01:27:00.001+08:00

went clubbing at dbl o with shihui and iris...keke..woohoo..this is one of the few times i was high la..even before shihui and iris was high..haha..din drink much though..but mayb drank too fast..had 3 shoots of tequila..we shared a jug of vodka ribena..and also i tink 2 cups of bombshell...next time when i go..i wanna try the green apple dunno wad..smell damn nice..keke..actually..frm the experience that i had frm my bdae..had a phobia of drinking already..nono..nt drinking..hmm,..how should i put it..juz dun like the feeling of puking..spinning..so now when i drink..i really control..so i try not to puke in the cab or his car..haha..i remember once i puke in the cab..while lying on his lap..then kana his jeans..hahaha..lucky he din scold me..haha..=P..aniwae..back to club..met chewpei n shireen there..they were with their friends..dance through the night..shiok..hmm..wonder did i shed some fats??? haha..=P..kk..let the pic do the talking!

2009-09-11T17:18:00.002+08:00

i am in school now with peining and sumi..suppose to study and do our assignment..BUT! i CANNOT CONCENTRATE! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!

2009-09-08T17:38:00.002+08:00

yeah!! at last i go HSBC tree top walk with him lo!~!
hey..i'vebeen wanting to go there with him for the longest time..thn at last..we went..

the night b4, hewas suppose to sleep at 9pm coz i wanna meet him at 7am!but he go play mahjong till 12mn..n i was kinda unhappy..so we quarrelled..then 3am..he took a cab to my place to meet me instead..and we met..go eat mac..coz i wanted to have mac breakfast..then we went to east coast, followed by changi to see sun rise..but we missed it coz it was v cloudy..=x..then we also see aeroplane landing...after tat he went home to change and we headed to the hsbc tree top walk! took a few pic there together..

after tat, we went back home and zzz..wah damm tired then went to school for lesson..=P

2009-08-31T00:57:00.000+08:00

watching many ppl get married..sometimes really make me feel very envious..
alot of ppl ask me..when am i getting married..all i could sae is..not anytime soon..=x..
basically..i am a practical person..u gt no $..no need to tink of marriage..tat is top of my list..but then again..i dun marry becoz tat person is loaded or wad..juz tat..at least the base muz be well supported mah..otherwise..very easily it will collapse mah..

i'm with him for 6 plus..coming to 7 years this x'mas..yes..i totally agree tat it is time to talk bout marriage at this stage le..but..gt no $$$..=x..he still studying..haven complete his NS..how liddit..=x..n sumtimes..somethings worries me..i very scared tat our interest clashes and we will divorce if we get married..=x..

i like to travel and see things..he thinks that itz a waste of money..he will spend on luxury things like he will rather get a nicer car or bike with tat extra cash..but..of coz..because i like to travel..n if he gt the cash..he will give in to me and accompany me go travel..but now he will..will he give in to me in future???

i tink of alot of things..which makes me have alot of fears..n thus..i tink tat i will not lead my life to the fullest..i fear tat i am unable to handle and teach my children well in future..thus i have decided not to have children..another reason y i dun wan to have kids is coz..i gt this fear that wad if i groom my kid to a certain age already and he/she die before me? i cannot take tat..=x..i told u i tink alot le..=x..mayb sometimes i should juz stop tinking n juz do..to lead life to the fullest..and to experience every single little tings????

sometimes i really love him to the max n wanna marry him right away..sometimes i tink the otherwise when we meet with disagreements..=x..i dunno..i still gt a long way to go..so..i no need to tink so much now!

thus..

I AM GOING TO SLEEP NOW! TMR GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY TO WORK LEH!

2009-08-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

plan of today - go ion orchard then he go work.

Yesterday nite..i went to turf city to watch soccer..man u vs arsernal..wah..at the very last min..arsernal scored! we were damm happy..coz we win $$$ BUT! it was off side..meaning foul..so tat goal was not counted! wah..wet blanket..! anihow..we won $10 overall..haha..den go mac eat n back zzz..
today i woke up at 11plus..excited to go out..but tat PIG still wanna zzz..so fine la..zzz till 12 plus..wake up..make some brunch..den..wahaha..very fun..coz his parents was not at home..he carried me on his shoulders..wah..i was damm high la..head can hit the top of the door sia..so scary..but very fun..veru high..i kept luffing..den very buai balance..haha..den he ran around the hse..like abit siao siao la..but was fun..den he put me down..den complain..back pain... ... ...|||... wad can i sae..i lose weight le lor..i now ONLY 41KG hor! not very heavy la hor..SO DUN COMPLAIN! wahahaha..BLEAH!

Aniwae..after tat..den we wash up n prepare to go out gai gai loh!
go ion..like not shopping leh..i walk abit..den he jio me go down to basement there coz he read magazine gt nice food there..|||..aniwae..went to eat a R burger..soso nia..i wouldn't sae itz v nice..i tink not tasty enuff..then we also eat the jap octopus ball ball..tat was was ok..not bad..den gt this tokyo crepe doll..there is this jap chef there..wah..i kana sot by him..haha..siao..i tink he quite charming..so end up..we bought a mix berry crepe frm him..i so paiseh..dun dare to talk to him..den i ask alfred to help me order..wahaha..the crepe was ok..berry combine with the icecream was nice coz itz sour n sweet..but the crepe isn't anitink special..not particularly fragrant or tasty leh..=x..but..chef handsome can liao la..wahahahha..BLEAH!

then..after ion went to wisma to check out my phone WIFI and eat at republic food..den slowly walk towards his work place which is behind PS there..

while we walk pass Ngee Ann city..there were ppl basking there..a group of filopinos was dancing there like a free pub or something there la..and a bangala was also seen dancing there la! wah..when did the streets of orchard become a little philipines?

talking about filipinos..kao..i'm sorry if i offend ppl here..but i am starting to dislike them! though i know there are good filipinos like athens, michelle, eunice, reah, analiza..frm my previous ward 58ID..but..the others are kinda fucked up..LAZY AND FLIRTY/DESPO MAIDS to fucking SSN(SENIOR STAFF NURSE). i'm sorry for being so rough in my language or being insensitive..but i got bullied..=x..story is liddit...

a few days ago...i was in observation ward..and there was this lodger who gt no bed in the hospital..so gotta stay in the observation ward..thus..i would need to call the doctor down to clerk the case and see the patient..normally..we will wait till 2 hours before calling the doctor to make sure no bed up there mah..so 2 hours means due at bout 2pm..which was after i pass the report..so..by right..i pass to the next shift people already..so itz her responsibility..but..we juz help aound mah..so i wanted to help the afternoon shift people call the dr down to clerk..so i called the respi ward to ask which Dr is suppose to clerk case today..then this filopino SSN came and ask me y i call the ward..she pointed out to the call list and ask me to call the consultant on call on the call list to come clerk the case..KAO..u tink i FIRST DAY WORKING? who would call a consultant to clerk a case? unless really can't get his subordinates den you'll climb up the ladder n call the consultant mah rite..aniwae..i told her again n sae.."but is clerking case only..y call the consultant?" she replied to me ask me to JUZ CALL TAT CONSULTANT..FUCK U LA.. U WANNA SARBO RITE!

nvm..itz ok..so i went else where to call the house officer to come and clerk the case..but since i was new in ANE..to be sure..i went to ask other senior if they would call the consultant as first line to clerk the case..all give me a shock face n tell me " NONO!!" luck i not stupid enuff to listen to you DAMM FILOPINO! YOU DUMB ASS!

another incident was the same filipino was asked by a DR to give this patient a pain injection and also a fleet enema..i heard myself tat the DR ask her to do the task..guess was she did? she hugged the case sheet for a 10 mins..den came to me..and juz tell me to give the pain injection..den fake it and sae..wait i HELP u check see anymore things DR order anot..n she gt the cheek to sae..OH! STILL GT ENEMA! FUCK la..you tink i stupid..deaf or wad..the dr already told u gt fleet le mah..y still wanna fake in front of me..n pass your shit job to me? it not like its your time to go home wad..then mayb u gt a reason to pass to me to do..please lo..it was only 2 plus..you lazy piece of shit..i HATE YOU!

another filopino..also..when gt tink to ask me to do..can tell me..other wise..when i need some thing..ask frm him..he like turn DEAF EAR liddit..damm irritating..he can ignor me TOTALLY! i talk to him like talk to wall liddit..

no wonder so many filopino flee out of their country to go to other country to work la..all the F ppl..bad attitude..bad ethics..bad mannered..steal ppl tings..etc..how to work harmoniously there?

i'm sorry..i am not saeing all filopinos are bad..juz tat u gt some black sheeps..who had pissed me off and i juz need to vent out!

2009-08-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

quarrel with him ytd..bout many stuff..but anyway..was resolved le..and he agreed to get me a CBR 400..class 2a bike..YEAH!!!! tat means i would not have to sell my bike le!!! YESH! but i gota be a bastard and tell my tat buyer sae i not selling le..haiz..=z..but..at least..i am happy tat i no need to part with my beloved bikey! yesh! love me bike!

anyway..i hate 1 stupid filopino SSN at DEM..YOU IDIOT..think i am an idiot! one day u will get your retribution!

today went to M hotel to have dinner with family..so now i'm SUPER FULL!!!!!!!! FULL to MAX!!!!

2009-08-25T11:21:00.004+08:00

if you all have realised..i've changed my blogskin again! but got some prob with the image part..when gt time den i go do..anyway..iwas supposed to study..but end up doin all this lame things..finding blogskin and editing it..waste my 1 day..haiz..anyway..ytd nite..i went to watch this movie with him, serene and deniel..

the show was funny..in a nut shell..it is about this editor(sandra bullock) because her dunno wad expire already and she gotta be deported back to her country which was in canada..thus she forced her assistant Ryan Reynolds..at the begining he hated her..but later..the story turns when she goes back with him to his home town for his grandma's 90th bdae..and later..instead of a fake wedding..it turns out tat he really fall for her..some funny parts..was not bad the show..mayb i'll rate it 7 out 10.

and u know wad..serene parents bought her a BMW to drive!! $140000!!! OMG! she is like 19 years old nia..den gt BMW to drive liao..i tink i can't afford tat car for my entire life sia! rich sia..jealous..but nvm..be happy with wad u gt ger!

2009-08-24T13:23:00.002+08:00

went to work in the morning..after work went to his hse to meet him then go to selegie road there to get his bikecoz ytd he go work..after work was raining heavily..so he took a cab back..anyway..went there also wanted to see the 4d roll out..but was late..so din make it..onli can listen frm outside...after tat..went to meet zhenling ariana and peifen eat at 302..chat a while..was talking about how good ham is treating ruishan..2 years le..they are still as sweet..ham will help her and take care of her and he enjoys looking at her and allows her to speak to guys and stuff...come to think of it..veg also mah..i tink veg is as good! wahahaha!!! after almost 7 years of seeing each other almost everyday..he still treat me very good..still willing to fetch me..still will cook for me and give me lots of freedom..that is the best!! the only bad thing about him is..gt no $$$ and really hope he will do well in his study lo..=x..now i'm at his hse..waiting for him to come back..cozhe go school..gt unit test..waiting for hm to have lunch together de..but i was tooo hungry..so i ate alittle 1st..den laterwen he come back then eat again..kekeke...bleah!

2009-08-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

wow...ytd met up with my pri school mates-soek ee, peishan, jacinta and jiaxing...damm long nv see them..since primary 6 bah!
how we come together is..the other day, i was waiting for bus and i coincidentally met jiaxing..and we xchanged numbers..then nite before, she msg me jio me have supper ytd..so we met up at bukit timah...n talk bout last time..big ballooon..the game tat was not passed down! wad a waste! itz a CHIJ bukit timah traditional game! talk about other friends too! cool..n played arm wrestling..lame la..next time jio them come my hse play..haha..im so happy to meet up with them again!

2009-08-18T22:52:00.000+08:00

i'm letting go my bike..today a very shuag kuai buyer came and view my bike..and he deal on the spot! OMG! now..tat the bike is sold..i kinda bu she de le..i dun wanna sell le!!! i wanna keep her..=x..but cannot liddit..=x..i'm selling at slightly above market price already..so..better let go before next time cannot sell at tat price le..=x..but..i will really miss my bike..juz now i look at my bike..i wanna cry le..=x..though hand over is next month..but..=x..thought of her parting..haiz..i dunno wad to say le..=x..i will miss you..my red x1r..my 1st bike..who had never gave me any prob before! you will always be the best bike i had!

2009-08-17T10:18:00.002+08:00

yeah! today is our ward 58 isolation bbq party!!!

hmm..was running a fever since yesterday..so today went to sgh early to go to the staff clinic..after visiting the doctor, i met sumi, vino deb n the others at the sgh busstop and we waited for the others before heading to east coast park.

some things cockup..but later the nite was ok..enjoy talking to them and having fun..

then i went to look for the toilet coz i needa wash my hands..while walking out..guess who i met!! dear came!!! he actually trick me sae he go zzz le..but actually he wanna come n surprise me! n it is so coincident..i went out to wash hand n met him at the carpark! so sweet of him! the previous day he already gt not enuff sleep le he still come..but tat is becoz he din meet me for 8 days le coz i was in kota kinAbalu..

anyway, we all celebrated seetha's birthday and elmya's farewell..really wish elmya all the best for her future..mayb next time i might join her in canada??? haha..then fetch siyu, guan yun, amy n deb back before heading home to zzz!!!

sweet sweet n happy!!!

but i'm sorry vino and sumi..for not staying..=x..FORGIVE ME PLEASE!!!

2009-08-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

i'm back from kota kinabalu!!!
been there from 9-16 aug 2009.
photos will be uploaded in facebook..do check it out soon yeah?

it was quite an adventure trip..lemme juz do a summary itenary of wad i did there.

Day 1: took tiger airways there( bout $100 return per person.got it at a discounted rate) =>..then took a cab(RM 30) to gaya street as the closes at 1pm..and it was goin to be 1 pm already by the time we landed..walk around for a while before we settled at a kopitiam for our lunch..had beef noodle and laksa...not bad..then headed to out lavender lodge where we had booked our accomodation online earlier on..(RM70/nite)..it's a twin beded room with common bathroom...very clean..slack there for a while before heading out for a walk..had dinner..movie n back..

DAY 2: water rafting at pedas river..(RM 210)..was not bad..but we din capsize..=x..water was kinda dirty..but still it was quite fun..

Day 3: headed to mt kk base..n walk around the park there..weather was very cooling..like in genting..

Day 4: climb up to laban rata

Day 5 from laban rata to the summit of mt kk..started climb at 2.30am..managed to catch the sunrise at 5.30am! then climb down..and back to the city..i was sick..vomited twice..=x..

Day 6: whole body aching..went diving..3 in total..1 was refresher..the 2 other was boat dives..saw turtle!!! yeah!!! and many other sea creatures..check out the pictures! the corals are quite beautiful..many different species...

Day 7: diving too...another 3 boat dives..saw giant squid..fire fish..shrimps..=P

Day 8: flight back to singapore

2009-08-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

i have been making alot of noise saying..y ppl n their bf can go overseas for their 1 year aniversary..somemore is theBF pay all the expenses..y me..6..coming to 7 fucking long years..yet the furthest i gone with him was KL n Genting!

guess wad he told me..coz he is a student..no $$$..ppl BF gt work full time..he only work on some weekends evening only..where to get the $$$...=x...then he sae..even he gt extra spare cash..he wanna save to down for his class 2 bike...FUCK U LA! go marry your bike la..i am noting! lose to a 2 wheeler...! shit la..wadz the point! FUCK YOU! i HATE YOU!

2009-06-27T18:54:00.003+08:00

YES! i confirm goin to Department of emergency lo!!!! will official be transfered there on the 6th july! wahaha..i am sooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YES YES!!!! at last!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-18T19:24:00.002+08:00

I GOT A GOOD NEWS!!!!!

I MIGHT BE ABLE TO BE TRANSFERRED TO DEPARTMENT OF EMERGENCY MEDICINE IN JULY!!!!

FUCKING HAPPY ! AT LAST..AFTER 2 YEARS OF JAIL TERM..TORTURE CHAMBER!!! AT LAST!!!

suddenly i tot to myself..itz like enlightenment..WHEN SUMTINK BAD HAPPENS...SUMTINK GOOD WILL FOLLOWS..SO WHEN SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS..STAY POSITIVE..N GOOD WILL COME TO YOU!!!

2009-05-22T11:09:00.002+08:00

Singapore is having their own international museum day frm the 23-31 May 2009!
and they are opening up some museum on the 31 May for us to go for free!!!

Check out this webbie for more details: http://www.museums.com.sg/imd09/

2009-05-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

Had dinner with the lovelies today at vivo..rumya, shankar, ranjini, mel, val, me n cy..at this restaurant called Modesto's. Italian restaurant. food was not bad..we ordered pastas and pizzas.. then..after we finish our food..rumya ask if i wanted desert..then i sae..i got wad..then she sae..will i share it..then..MY BIRTHDAY DAY CAKE CAME! wahahah..i din realised tat they arranged this cake lo..seriously lo..wahahaha..so sweet of them..then they give me my present..which is a bra n panty set from la senza..PAISEH LA! the waiter keep walk here n there..n there i am holding that bra! OMG!!! PAISEH TO THE MAX! wahahah..anyway..after tat..we had a tiolet break..take foto..then we left le..=x..i really home to meet up wif u all more often..i mean us..then we can talk more n gossipbout our bf!!! wahahaha..=P..

LOVE ALL, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU, LOVELIES!!!

2009-05-12T14:34:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY CLASS 2A TODAY!!!

WAH..i tot i was goin to fail again today coz i tot my performance wasn't good today! BUT THANK GOD! I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!

I AM VERY EXTREMELY HAPPY TODAY!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

keke..=P

2009-05-09T13:56:00.000+08:00

MY ACTUAL 22nd birthday!

meet vino, bush, deb, siti, sumi at vino..ate at food republic..then headed to giant to get ALCOHOL and ice cream n crackles! then went to the rooftop to slack..funny to see vino high so fast..wahahahha...but the bad thing is..i gotta leave early coz i gotta go back home to cut cake with my family..

BUT! i left at 11pm..the stupid 963..onli came at 1130pm..=x..so..i reached home after 12mn..SORRY PAPA MAMA N SIS..=x..aniwae..they celebrated for me..bought me a cake sis gave me a MP3 for my birthday pressie!!! THANK YOU!!! =P..

my 22nd birthday!!!

2009-05-08T13:52:00.000+08:00

my 22nd birthday!!!

7th MAY 09
i was on morning shift..with vino n yanting..it was a damn cool combi..PLUS! we got DAMM little patients..sooooo...3 crazy people..came up wif some crazy ideas!
since Yanting had no chance to cannulate patients coz our quota is DAMM low..me n vino(which is our preceptor) decided to let her try n cannulate on us! She tried me 1st..but failled! =x..so vino did it..den she tried on vino twice..wahahah..i know it sounds i am abit psycho..but i juz enjoy the pain..dun ask me y..i juz enjoy these kinda pain..mayb tats y i like piercings(but bounded by my mother who isn't a fan of such stuffs) and and and ..i would like to try tattoo one day juz to feel the pain! AM I CRAZY OR NOT??? hmm......... aniwae..after work..went to my bf hse..n prepare for the steamboat..basically, his mum already helpped us season almost everything. All we need to do is the cutting of the veg n hotdogs..

then..at bout 7 or so..debbie n peining came WITH VINO!!!! vino actually told me she can't come coz she meeting her frien..but later cancelled it to come! SOOO SWEET!!! THANKS GUYS! i know it was a LOOOONG way here n back! sorry la! wahahah..den later..shihui, vic and iris came..keke..THANKS FOR COMING!=P..n veg was a very good host i must admit..seriously..=P..

Later..the usual cake cutting "ceremony"..which i dun have the pic coz it is still with SOH SHI HUI! n after tat comes my favourite part! PRESENTS!!! JUZ LOVE IT!

vino, sumi, LPN, Deb etc..gave me a Nike jacket n they also damm cute la..ask me to check the pockets c gt hole anot..lame..ok..aniwae..then i found a princess badge in the pocket!

Shihui, n iris gave me a watch..it is beautiful la..n i think i need it..coz my other watch is spoilt!

then..in the mean time..veg mama help me clear the place la! so paiseh..she gotta lend me her place..n she gotta clear after me summore..=x..felt really bad..seriously..=c..wanted to help her after everybody left..but it seems like she had done it all! n left the hotplate only..i said i wanna clean the hotplate..but she say very hot..leave it till tmr morning then clear..then i tot..ok la..tmr morning i wash..who knows..when i go bath..she go n clear tat as well!!! OMG!! guilty guilty!!! She is sooooooooooo nice! seriously! she nv complain..NOTHING! OMG! i dunno how to thank her sia! =x..i give her a best mama award! wahahha..

THANK YOU AUNTY!!!!!!

PS! BLOGGER CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTO LA!!! abit sot sot de..so too bad..no photo this time..=x

2009-04-30T23:40:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH MY DEGREE PROGRAMME..IT SUX! ASSIGNMENT AFTER ASSIGNMENT! I CAN'T FINISH..! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!! I NEED 30 HOURS ADAY! CAN GOD GIVE ME???

2 weeks off from work

2009-04-19T23:20:00.007+08:00

wow..2 weeks just went by so god damn fast! last 2 weeks was my annual leave!
guess how i spent it? half of it gone to the stupid assignment..sick la..spoil my holiday! but but but..i still managed to get some time off..where did i go???

9/4/09 6.30pm - took a bus to mersing jetty..then a boat to Pemanggil Island-lanting beach resort..
hmm..other photos are in the photo album shutterfly..go to links n c!
was back on the 13/4..at bout 3+am..

13/4 10pm..set off to redang island..gt no photos yet..
14/4- stayed in the hotel room the WHOLE ENTIRE DAY TO DO MY ASSIGNMENT! BOO HOO!!!
15/4- completed my assignment at 6am! den wen wanna go n out busk in the sun..guess wad..it rained..sianz..=x..sianz
came back on the 16/4
17/4- headed to malacca with my family..juz eat sleep eat sleep watch the sinjuko incident again with them..had nuoya dinner
18/4 had breakfast..watch "he's juz not tat into u" again wif my sister..cut my hair..n eat nuoya food again before heading back to singapore..

THAT IS THE END OF MY 2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY..!!! =x =x =x..SADDED..I WANT MORE MORE MORE!!!!

2009-04-09T11:00:00.001+08:00

I FAIL MY TP!!! BOO HOO!!! =x..sadded..=x..

2009-04-05T02:38:00.006+08:00

went for my circuit revision today as my Class 2A TP is on NEXT TUESDAY!!!! OMG!!!
anyway..today was fine la..after tat..den to his hse watch tv for awhile den we headed to orchard DFS to get his belt..OTW there..raining BIG BIG..so we stopped twice..den end up go Balmoral eat lunch..den headed to wisma to check out some other belts..we parked behind Lucky plaza..pavement.. n walk to wisma n oso taka..taka..the burberry belt..the design tat we want sold out le..=x..so he left..coz he gotta rush to work..n guess wad! WE KANA A $70/- SUMMON! WTH! awhile nia lo..den kana la..summore din get wa we wanted lo..=x..haiz..anyway..he headed to work..i walk to DFS..n bought him his burberry belt..(BYE BYE $295/-) =c..i broke la.

2009-04-03T19:32:00.005+08:00

STUPID LAZY MAIDS WHO TALK ON THE FONE N TREAT US LIKE THEIR MAIDS WHILE WE CHANGE THEIR AGONGS!!!

ok..i know the video abit lousy..n wrong direction..but in any case..i'm here to vent my anger!!!

STUPID MAID..wth is she in the hospital when she dun help??? n only supervise us?? Nurses are of a lower status den maid tat they hav to supervise us???? y should we b treated this way?? when we gt more skills then maids do..so i think we should be respected more!!!!

n on top of that..only singapore is liddit lo..china-nurses really serve meds n do really nursing stuff..care of patient is done solely by family members..! n here..actually..we are only HELPING dose pt who gt no carers to care for their NOK..in the end..what we get in return??? LOOK DOWN UPON! LOOK AS A CLEANING BACKSIDE JOB! WORSE OF THEN A MAID!

I AM NT LOOKING DOWN ON MAIDS! JUST THAT THEIR JOB SCOPE IS TO CARE OF AGONG N NOTINK ELSE..BUT OURS IS FAR MORE THEN THAT..SO Y CAN'T THESE DAMM MAIDS JUZ DO THEIR JOBS!

2009-04-02T19:18:00.003+08:00

do morning shift today..den after work, went to elmya's house.
She cooked egg, fish with coconut and also chicken..it was yummy la..except a little spicy..but still can tahan la..i help elmya fry the roti prata..

den..at her house watch some indian movie..dun really understand it coz watch half half liddit..haha..anyway..the main tink was..to celebrate siti ramah's belated bdae..we bought a cake with her pressie..hope she liked it..haha..n n n ..

TOOTLE..(i dunno hw to spell)..anyway..she i sooo cute n terrified!!!! hahaha..

after the dinner, i left with deb n bf, peining n bf..went to meet him n we went to DFS to find his belt..1 caught his eye..n it cost $295! haiz..we will CONSIDER 1st! wahaha..mist prob will get tat la..see how lo..=x..

2009-03-30T11:26:00.002+08:00

BORING!! my life is so boring!!!
WORK SLEEP SCHOOL WORK SLEEP SCHOOL!!!
his life is
WORK SLEEP WORK SLEEP!!!

ARGH!!!!!

I WANNA PLAY!! I WANNA HAVE LOTSA $$$

I NEED $$$

I NEED A PART TIME JOB!!!!

BUT I GOT NO TIME!!!!

HOW HOW HOW!!!

ANYWAN WANNA DONATE TO Me???

THIS IS SO CONTRADICTING..BUT HU CARES! I BOUGHT MY TANKINI LE..$45.90..EX LO! BUGIS ONLY $39.90..BUT TOO BAD..I BUY LE..DEN 2 DAYS LATER DEN THE GIRL TELL ME BUGIS NEW STOCK ARRIVE LE..WTH..I BUY LE LO! ARGH!!!!

I NEED TO STUDY ! BUT Y AM I NOT STUDYING? Y AM I SO DISTRACTED?

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=X...

2009-03-15T19:40:00.002+08:00

went clubbing at dbl o again with SOH SHI HUI!!!

met some sec school friends there..cool..i felt as though it was like a sec sch gathering..haha..anyway..

thanks dear for getting us our dinner! sorry..i completely forgotten to exit at steven road..sorry sorry..=x

ayo..obar was damm pack..dbl o was mambo nite sia..=x..at dbl saw this a pek..he was all the while solo lo..dance pole dance..wahahah..damm funny..after finish dancing still can raise up hand n high 5 with ppl..A PEK LEH!!! next time i grow old..u may c me this aunty go club..wahahah..white hair..take my walking stick..wahahhaha..

aniwae..den dear sent us home ..reach home at bout 5..slept at bout 6am..sleep all the way till 5.30 pm sia!!! i power hor! wahhahah..

kk..now gona go back n ready my article le..DUN DISTURB ME!!!

ps..I BOOK MY TRIP TO REDANG LE..$298..GOIN IN APR WIF DEAR N HIS FRIENDS!!!YEAH!!! CAN'T WAIT SIA!! BUT 1ST..I GOTA QUICKILY GET MY TANKINI!!!

2009-03-12T16:21:00.002+08:00

YEAH!! I PASS ALL 3 STAGES LIAO!!

NOW WAITING FOR TRAFFIC POLICE TEST!!!

STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aniwae..yesterday..i experienced my VERY FIRST ACTIVE RESUSITATION!!!

n also see how a pace maker is removed n cleared after a person passed on..

how cool is tat rite..=P..

i mean..u may work for years but never really seen a pacemaker before ok..

aniwae..kk..i gotta go zzz le

tonight still got 1 more nite to go!

JIAYOU!!!

2009-03-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

today early in the morning 8am, i went for my Class 2A prac 1.01..
n i PASS!! YEAH!!
thought i will fail again coz last min can't put bike on mainstand..=x..but lucky he passed me!!!

then i book another lesson at 4pm..
while waiting for tat lesson..
i go change engine oil n oil filter..
wanted to change spark plug..
but guess wad..
I SHORT OF $1!!

so i bargain with the guy..but he die die also dun wanna gib me $1 discount..so end up..i din change spark plug lo..
aniwae..after tat..
wanted to go to his school to pass him his project print out..
but suai suai..ride halfway..my bike no petrol!!

so i called him..
he came out from his class..go petrol station buy a bottle of juice..finished it up..n top it up with petrol..n deliver it to me..but den rain BIG BIG!
so he camp at petrol station for a while b4 he came..n when he come..he was all wet n i felt kinda guilty..=x..
coz at first is i wanna go find him de..
den in the end..
trouble him..=c..

aniwae..after tat..pass him the paper..
den i went home n zzz..den went for my prac 2.01 at 4pm..
s course n crank course..i suck at it..e-brake n bumpy course worse..
duh.. i fail tat prac..=c..

retake at 8pm..
FAIL AGAIN!
i tot my e brake n bumpy was ok..BUT HE STILL FAIL ME!!
HUMPH!
aniwae..
today..
there is 1 tink tat made me happy despite all tat failures..
tat tink is
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i got a surprise frm him!!!

thank you dear! keke..=P..love you!

2009-02-17T15:15:00.001+08:00

check this out!
secrets of success in 8 words n 3 minutes!!!

2009-02-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

valentines day!

i working afternoon shift lo..

sianz

aniwae..

after work..meet daniel, serene n him..
went to timbre to have pizza..den to rochor road to eat tou hua....den i went back to ward to zzz le..
=x..
so boring rite..
haha..
aniwae..this year..ge got me a sling bag as my vdae present..coz i sae i needed 1 tat can put my lecture notes de..so he got it!

but i din get anitink for him yet..guilty x2 x2 ..
=x..

2009-02-11T15:02:00.002+08:00

him mama is soooooooo NICE!!!

veg told his mama tat i was sick 2 nites b4..n his mama sae i din drink enuff water..den tat day, veg mama called him to ask where was he..he sae he meeting me to go out eat dinner..den his mama sae.."ayo..cannot..sick muz eat porridge..how can go out n eat.."

den the next day, his mama cook porridge for me..but we din knoe..so we went our to eat again..den his mama called to tell him tat kitchen gt porridge ask me go eat..but we have already eaten outside! nvm..so at nite..den i went to their house to eat the porridge tat his mama made for me!

Today, his mama ask me did dr give me any antibiotics? i told her tat i did not go n see doctor..den she sae..ayoz..how can..den liddit how to recover..den she gave me this medicine for fever with URTI n sorethroat..n also offered some bitter tea for my sore throat..she is so sweet!!!

2009-02-07T14:15:00.000+08:00

today went to sakae sushi to have buffet wif him n karmeng..
den i went back home..while both of them went straight to csc..
i was suppose to reach csc at bout 6 plus or 7 n collect the cake..BUT I OVERSLEPT!!!
i onli wake up at 8.50 pm!! i panicked la..coz i scared the cake shop closes..so i quicky called up the cake shop n ask them to wait for me..n i took a cabbie to westmall..lucky i got the cake..n den walk to csc..wah..i was the last to reach la..paiseh lo..=x..haha..aniwae..there got kelyn, weebin, karmeng.john..tianfu n his gf..tot kangjie wld ocme..who noes..he PS..so..aniwae..den we play dice n black jack....notink much la..they open a bottle of martell..ya lo..i din get anitink for his bdae sia..got no time la..abit guilty la..but..aya..liddit lo..haiz..=x..haha..=x..aniwae..den we took a cab back..went back zzz lo..also nothing much i tink..but juz hope tat he is happy lo..=P..

2009-02-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday was chye you mama's bdae..so today we brought her to turf city ah yat treat her eat..
we ordered..
peking duck
gong bao eel
cereal prawn
steamed soon hock fish
n fried noodle with duck meat..

total bill about $140

aniwae..his bro was sick..so din eat much..
the others got finish up la..
hope his mama like it..=P..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY!

2009-02-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

1 day of school!!!

for those who dunno..i'll be starting my bachelor of nursing with University of University..held at SIM!

so..today went to SIM for orientation..
it starts at 9am..last all the way till 5pm..SHAG ARH!! haven start..i already stress..coz they like very serious about referencing n staff..like alot of things need to read..
i tot orientation is like more fun kind..but arh
this orientation is all in lecture theatre...lecture all the way..sianz n stress lo!!!

kinda regret taking part time..haiz..shd have wait till my bond finishes den go aus take a full time better still...haiz..aniwae..started le..so..dun regret!!!

aniwae..dun talk bout all the stress tinks ..
after school..shihui, victor n chye you came to my hse to bai nian..mama n papa cook for them..den we had orh ni tooz!! keke..yeah..i love it..
den we played black jack n in between..ayoz..lose $4 sia..haha..=x..shihui was the biggest winner..hahaha..at first lose even more..den lucky later part got bak abit..heng arh! haha..aya..but wat a waste..iris can't come..=x..hmm..next time bah!

kk..gotta turn in soon..tmr still got 1 more day of "orientation"..dunno is orientation or lecture sia..sianz..=x..haiz..

2009-01-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

today is my off day..YEAH!
a meaningful off day coz i accomplish everything tat i needed too..

1: went to queensway to buy bball.."NEVERFLAT" for $66
2: went to goldenmile to check some tour prices and also eat n check out frm st john their first aid training course dates n $$$
3: went home to change n go play bball at stagmont ring!!! YEAH..but abit sianz la..coz all boy..nt as fun as last time..but at last..gotta bounce the ball at least..wahaha..siao siao..

i always wanna spend my off day meaningfully..but arh..i always end up lazing around..so..happy tat today at least i did something! keke..

2009-01-25T22:39:00.001+08:00

morning went to pray to our ancestors..den come back .. i pack my room..nw my room is the neatest among my family!!! keke..i'm so proud of it!!! wahahahah..use to be messy till i got no place to zzz on my bed..now itz damm neat la! i muz maintain it!!! shifted my table..so i can include my tv inside..keke.. i threw away alot of things..even my doggy soft toy..this doggy was with me for very long le..from 1997..last time i went to the police carnival..den play game..n got 1st prize..so this was my present..n since then..i have kept the doggy till now!! but i threw it away coz i seldom hug it..n itz full of dust..so..=x..sad..haiz.

after we finished, we went to buy some flowers..Prince, i saw a sun flower..love it..but mama dun wanna buy coz itz very tall..taller den me..den beri diff to transport home..we also went to near farmmart tat flower nursery there..there i saw this puppy..demm cute..keke..

2009-01-19T13:52:00.001+08:00

change my bikey side light to white today..=P..n also help her bath bath n polish today! keke..n i try chye chye superfour juz now..scary..coz i scared i drop his bikey..=X

2009-01-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

today..met up wif him..n went 2 ASTON to eat..

ate steak! had it medium well..keke..he cut for me..he is so proud of it..coz 1 piece..he cut it continuously..to a long long piece..haha..
den..coz i was goin to meet valleri at bugis..but she sae she will b late..so i got some spare time, he suggested tat we go pa tou..wahahah..so we went to ecp to slack..n talk..den he send me to bugis..met up wif valleri..bought rumya's present..den went to meet ranjini n rumya at doubygout n walk to timbre! dedicated a bdae song for rum..keke..hope she liked it..den coz dear sae wanna come eat the chicken wings..but he was late gt bike to petrol half way at expressway..sianz..den waited for him to come..wait wait wait..valleri ranjini n rum left le..but i still like kuku..wait n wait..at last he come..eat the chicken wing den we left..

2009-01-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

today after work..guess wad i did??? i made these!!!

YUP! itz hei bi hiam!! tiring sia..den papa fry..abit of cha ta taste la..gib some to shihui n veg..though nt beri nice..BUT U BOTH MUST FINISH IT UP HOR! MY HARD WORK HOR!

2009-01-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today we went for out CNY shopping with the residents in my condo.. we went to a few places..

1st stop was Fragrance Rou Gan(60 woodlands terrace)
bought some snacks there..keke..wanted to buy rou gan..but mama sae at home gt already..so din buy..=x..

2nd stop was Soon Huat Marine Products Trading (15 Woodlands Loop #02-50)
there sell fish maw, sea cucumbers,scallop etc.. mama bought scallop i tink..

3rd stop was Kwong Cheong Thye Pte Ltd(12 senoko ave)
There we tried the Yusheng n ee mee..yummy la..so we bought the ee mee n oso buy yu sheng..i bought 1 more extra for veg mama..keke..
there we also tried the red bean soup n or ni..yummy yummy oso..so we bought that tooz! keke..!!! YEAH..my fav OR NI!!! keke..
actually..i tink there normally sell sauces de..i overheard my mama sae.. but aniwae..the other stuff is yummy..so mayb next time u can try..
next, we went for lunch..guess wad papa bought..
pig organs..n tongue..i love to eat tongue..n 1 more tink tat i nv eat b4..let u guess 1st..
tat is duck/goose tongue!!! some may tink itz gross..but..it taste ok leh..haha..i enjoy trying this kinda stuff..coz u seldom get the chance mah..

after lunch, we proceed on n our next stop was the roasted stuff at ubi..
we bought a roast duck there
there, we also bout our pinapple tarts from YUMS! i bought 1 more extra bottle for my work place..

then we go n buy seafood from the seafood company(28 defu lane 10)
ALOT of ppl was there! Shark fin for juz $10 bucks!! n oso gt frozen sea cucumber, fish, scallop, fish maw, fish fillet, prawn..etc la..
after tat, we proceed to Camel(125 defu lane 10)
papa bought LOTSA nuts..wahaha..will eat till u go nuts arh!! wahahha..den we go buy otah near there tooz..wah..snatch de lo..but was yummy la..keke..=P.. tat was our last stop..went back home after tat..shag sia..

at nite..went to kelyn hse for her house warming..brought red bean soup there..keke..
thats was how i spent my sat..like a busy women! haha..

papa bdae dinner

2009-01-06T14:27:00.000+08:00

today papa's birthday..so we went to

the food was ok nia i tink..soso only..aniwae..i told the waitress today my papa bdae..anitink can gib him..then they gib my papa shou tao..keke..

this is my papa with his complementary shoutao!

club

2009-01-04T21:20:00.009+08:00

went to meet shihui at jurong point to find her notebook..den mum mum at bento box..den we headed to orchard to find my giodano jacket..wah..sold out lo..

den went check check..in the end..lot1 got..so we went back to lot 1 to get it..keke..the jacket is damm pretty lo..very biker..its black with gold..bery nice..=P..thanks mama..

keke..den we went to cotton on see see look look..den faster rush back to prepare to go to double O with iris..

me and shihui damm heng lo..we manage to catch the last train to outram! but too bad..no more NEL le..so we walk to chinatown..grab a sandwich from 7-11 den took a cab down..

coz we were munching our bread..den..paiseh to stop at dbl o..so we ask uncle to let us alight a distance away frm the club..we stand there n finish up our bread..while i was trying to gobble down my very dry bread..shihui was telling me about her scaffolding de things..

then i heard a snoring sound..i look at the car beside us..the radio light was on..den i saw a leg..den i realise..the car parked juz beside us..got a person inside! den i told shihui.."got people in the car leh"...den the person turn around n looked at us! wah..paiseh! DAMN PAISEH!!!

ok..i finish my bread n we enter double o..meet up with iris..n her client n his frien...so coincidence..her client is one of the guys tat we went to sepang with!

first up! we drank vodka redbull jug! then iris n shihui drank tequilla shot..i took my jegarbomb. den..i got 1 more of jegarbomb..all 3 of us shared..the waiter treated us tat glass de..keke..he is so nice la..y i liddit say leh? coz beside us got 2 ladies..who drank a dink..i dunno wad is tat..but gt fire de..den after they finish..the girl's face like crample together..like very bitter or wad..den he saw le..he quickily gave them a glass of water..nice rite..i nv seen a bar tender like him..keke..

we then went down to obar..i had a tequilla pop..while both of them got another shot of tequilla..wah..obar..filled with indians..n is damm squeezy! so we decided to leave..n go back to double o..den we left by the wrong exit..den kana shouted at but a BLOODY BITCH! dunno how to talk properly arh..BITCH! go die la!

haiz..we went back up..to dance abit..iris is damm high..shihui is high..i was still okok..high but not to my max yet..haha..so i got a glass of long island..den we spilled it..so got another glass..=x..boo hoo..=x..den dance dance dance..iris dance damn sexy la..shihui also..haha..funny la..den wen got guy behind iris..i will swap place with iris..den the guy will b behind me..den iris will push them away..wahahha..funny la..haiyo..

den after club..we waited outside the club for chye you to come fetch us with his friens..wanted to go eat frog leg..but too late le..it was 4 plus am le..so we went to eat noodles at bukit panjang...

den chye you fetch us back..keke..=P..

was a fun day la..at last all 3 of us..go club together..we always plan plan..in the end nv go..den after so long..at last..haha..kekeke..haha..i still tink..onli with them den i really dare relax n dance..tat is the fun part bah of clubbing..which is to relax..n have fun!

2009 new year resolution

2009-01-03T06:46:00.004+08:00

my 2009 to do list is here!!!

1. do well in my bachelor of nusing and midwifery with SIM

2. nt to be late always - guess all my friends would think this is impossible! wahahahah

3. complete YEP

4. be more active..dun be a lazy BUM! GO WORKOUT!

5. dun keep procrestinating things

6. improve on my character - tink b4 i talk & b more sensitive to others..STOP COMPLANING!

i tink tat's bout it..will add on when needed..hahaha

happy 2009

2009-01-01T06:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!

how did u guys spend ur last day of 2008 n ur very FIRST day of 2009??

i count down in a car! actually din count down at all la..

this was the story:

chye you cum fetch me at 1145PM..bloody hell la..he got the marina tix lo..but we can't make it..wah lao..aniwae..he cum fetch me le..den needa fetch his frien at lakeside mrt..so..while otw to fetch his frien..his car inside can watch tv ma..it was channel 8..so i wanted to change to channel 5 coz i wanted to see the marina one..den i press the remote control..who noes the tink sot sot..the screen blackout! wahlao..cannot watch anitink le lar! sianz..

den after fetching his friend(daniel) n gf(serene), we headed to town! jam like siao la..den got road blocks n lotsa police n TP all the way! wah kao..we were in the car for 1 whole hour!

at last..at bout 1am plus..we reached Timbre..a damm nice place to chill..got live band..n nice pizza! we ate the roast duck pizza..its yummy..n had a couple of drinks..too bad..chye you driving..so he can't drink..so he ordered coke..$6.50 ok..expensive coke..otherwise..the value for food there is..i wouldn't say cheap..but rather..reasonable la..

the live band there is good la..seriously..we were there till bout 3.15am..den we left..coz they closing le..we went to bukit panjang 163 to meet chye you 2 more friends and talk cork there..went back home at bout 5 plus..send papa off coz he goin to china..den went back to zzz..

nt a very exciting new year..but..ok la..itz a happy new year..=P..

cable ski

2008-12-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

today, i tried a new sport which is CABLE SKI!!

u know wad's that?? lemmi show u
this is cable ski..east coast park got it..but ex la..so..I WENT To BATAM! kekeke..=P..

$97 include return ferry, equipment, lunch n training! i tink itz quite worth it..
i started playing at bout 10am? all the way till 6pm..tat is 8 hours! shiok!
like baby gotta learn to crawl first..so we learn how to knee board 1st..wad is knee boarding?? i show u..
u knee on the board la!! as simple as that!
ok..tat was quite easy..juz knee n wait to be pulled!
next up..wakeboard! BLOODY HELL..i tink i swim more den wakeboard la..keep falling n falling..damm paiseh to say..but by the end of the day..i only manage to wakeboard like hmm..5m??? wahahahha..CMI la me..useless..
den the trainer c i so poortink..den he ask someone to bring me for a free ride like this!
wahahah..DAMM SHIOK! very fun la! seriously..
I MUST GO BACK N PRACTICE TILL I CAN MAKE IT! but 1st..must save $$$..wahahahah..=P

wah..den go back..here ache there ache..like jelly..coz damm long nv exercise le..hahah..all muscle all rusty..hahaha..

but overall..i had a damm fun day! though keep falling..but..still very fun! i must must try again..mayb goin back with veg and debbie n sumi n vino..n peining????? when when when??? i can't wait!!!

my memorable 6 year aniversary with him

2008-12-23T22:50:00.002+08:00

after 6 years of relationship..guess today AT LAST..i got dream-date!

first..i wanna say.."i love you!"

i've been pestering him since who knows how long..bout my dream date..

a date full of surprises

a date tat i really felt like a princess

a perfect scrapbook filled with our memories

a day i can wear nice nice

can wear dress or skirt (haven been wearing one for 6long months!)

go to a nice nice restaurant

to eat nice nice food..

with nice nice ambience..

n nice nice service..

n last but not the least..

i must be with my nice nice BOYFRIEND!

the day started abit not so nice..coz he was late..he say he go out with ahboon(his frien) to dunno where..den i tot..wah..confirm will pick mi up late la..true..he's late..we planned to meet at 6pm..i start preparing from 4.30pm la..coz i very excited to meet him..bath, blow dry my hair, put up make up..by the time i'm done is bout 5.45pm? den i called him to make sure he will come at 6pm to pick me..

den i ask him "can wear dress?", "how are we goin? by taxi or bus?"..

he say up to me wad i wanna wear..so i wore my tube dress which i never wear b4..

n he say we goin by cab den later den take bus back..

i tot..peak hour leh..y nt we take bus there n cab back?

den he insisted..NONO..cab there!

ok lo..

till then..i still dunno where are we headin to la..this time he really kept it a secret n wana give me a surprise..last time all he cannot tahan n tell me everything..so no surprise..=x..

aniwae..he only came @ 6.30pm..n his excuse was..he forgot to bring his wallet..gotta go back n take..=x.

when i go down n meet him..i tot i'm onli meet him 1 person..who knows i meet his PAPA's CAR also! HE DROVE! yeah!

1st surprise: i got in the car..he give me a rose(1 only coz he know's i dun really like flowers)..summore is yellow/orange with red edges(yellow is my fav colour)..n gimme n kiss n praised me that i'm pretty! keke..1st impression PASS!

then he drove me to heading suntec city..den he ask mi.."you know where we goin??"

den i dunno..i juz nice i saw pan pacific hotel..so i anyhow sae pan pacific lo..den TRUE ENOUGH! WE REALLY GO THERE EAT!!!

we went up to the 37th story

to HAI TIAN LOU restaurent.

then on my table..got the menu set for the evening....

n this was my view thoughout my dinner there..
this was our starter...

bbq suckling pig and honey glazed pork

this dish was quite nice..onli..TOO LITTLE!

He saw the quantity..shock..n looked at me!

den i sae..fine dining mah..wad do u expect..haha..

like 2 blur corks..haha

next up was double-boiled superior shark's fin and bean curd knot in shark bone soup
the soup was too thick..not beri nice..bean curd was too big a chunck..almost cannot finish it..but i still ta ka liao..coz i thought bout how expensive it cost..haha

pan-fried beef tenderloin fillet with japanese sesame sauce

THIS DISH IS YUMMY!!!!

braised whole abalone with mushrooms in superior oyster sauce

nice..but not very superb..

egg noodle & steamed lobster with mashed garlic in superior broth

this is ok la..the noodle taste was nt excellent, but the texture was nice..

lobster was quite nice..

DESSERT!!! MY FAVOURITE!!!

I looked at it..i tot..ayo..fine dining den give so easy de dessert..summore all easted crusine..den y gib ice-cream like western de..i tot should give like yam paste??

anyway..our chilled mango puree topped with ice cream

looks simple..but the taste..is..YUMMY!!! i eat le still want more! haha..the mango puree eat with the ice cream..onli 1 word can describe.."WOW!"

N that was the end of my 1st fine dining experience..=x..

we spend bout 300++..ok..not we..is him..keke..

the most ai wan thing is..UOB got 20% discount..which is bout 60bucks off..

BUT!

my UOB gt no MONEY!

HE forgot to put the CASH into his UOB!

ARGH!!! no choice lo..=c..onli can cry..haha..

This was us on the way down in the lift..

i was full..BUT HE HAVEN HAD ENOUGH!

So, we went to jack's place to eat his favourite..

FRENCH FRIES!

after french fries..he suggested that we go to east coast and pa tou..coz on our FIRST ANNIVERSARY, we "celebrated" at east coast..

before we left for ECP, he suggested tat we should get some ice..den buy drink later can drink cold cold..so..ok lo...we took some ice frm a restaurant..

i suggested that we should go back home n get our tent so that we can camp at ecp..more comfy ma..but when he start driving..i completely forgotten tat we gotta go back n take the tent..so we juz drive to ECP..

den went we almost reaching ECP..den he sae.."aya..forgot to go back n take tent"

but by then too late le..we are already reaching..so forget it la..

so we went to the spot we always go wen we go camping at ECP..den wen i walk towards there..i nv suspect anytink sia..nt a single bit!

den i saw this tent..den i told him..

"eh..wah..this tent look like our tent hor?"

den he sae.."it is ours la!"

i was shocked!.. i tot he was lying.!

den he walked towards the tent..n open the door..n sat there..

OMG!!! IT IS REALLY OURS!

he sae he bluff me juz now tat he go out wif his frien..coz he wanna cum here n set up the tent 1st..hehe..

den when i go into the tent..guess wad he brought out..

TA DAH!!! CHAMPAGN!! with 2 nice glasses! n a container to put ice in n the bottle to keep it cool like pro sia..

I AM SO DAMM TOUCHED N SURPRISED!

OMG! I DIN EXPECTED IT LA..who would have..the tent was a surprise itself already!
n so..as we sip our champagm..we c aeroplanes..n the sea breeze brushes across our faces..with the waves crushing to the sands on the beach..

OMG!!!

n that was nt the end of the surprises!!

my dear boy..he is sooooo sweet..he know i'll put on make up..he brought make up removal for me!! n t-shirt n shorts for me to change n b more comfy..n toothbrush n paste..

wad else can i ask for?

keke

wah..den i tink god jealous..coz..at nite..heavy rain..sianz..nvm..water leaked into our tent la..=x

wah..lucky my clever boy..he brought newspaper..den we use the newspaper to absorb the water..keke..

n we zzz through the nite..wanted to c sun rise..but so cloudy..plus i OVERSLEPT AGAIN!

haiz..so missed it..nvm..

den in the morning..

my boy nt onli have surprises last nite..you know wad he prepared!

BBQ breakfast!!!

he bought charcoal, etc..

hotdogs, taiwan sausages, crab meat..chicken..put in a chiller box to keep it cooled..

den in the morning we bbq..

since it rained to big yesterday nite..the ground was all wet n plus it was still drizzling..so we decided to bbq in our tent..coz we plan the discard our tent after today coz leaking quite badly..no point keeping it le..

so..

we BBQ IN OUR TENT!!!

c the newspapers inside..all wet lo..coz the stupid tent leak water lo..haiz..=x..

den guess wad..

he brought sparkle n we play..keke..

stupid boy go bent the sparkle..n throw up to the tree n the sparkle was hanging n the tree la..was beautiful la..but fire hazard..haha..

this is the 10/10 rating scrap book that i have been wanting!

IT IS PERFECT!

thanks for
arranging everything..

thanks for
nt making me disappointed again..
thanks for
loving me n understanding me so much..
n THANKS FOR
GIVING IN TO ME..

all in all..i juz wanna sae..

HAPPY 6 YEAR

MERRY CHRISTMAS

I LOVE YOU

2008-12-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

hmm..today damm busy la..got 2 transfer out..1 admission and 1 patient GCS frm 14 down to 4!! wah! den urgent bloods n CT head..ayoz! finish at bout 11pm..din even go for my break! lucky dear came n find me..even bought food! YEAH..but no cheng teng..boo hoo! but at least got food! yummy..got TWO chicken wing worh! he pok already still buy for me..=P..den he even waited for me to finish work..den accompany me go home! =P

he arh..the day before..which is sunday nite...bike spoil..dunno y keep blowing sparks out from his exhaust..den got funny noise..so he meet me at SGH den he ride slowly to his bike shop..n put his bike there..den use my bike..ride to geylang to eat frog leg porridge!

den yesterday..he went down to the bike shop..the repair cost him $480! SO HE IS BROKE! mayb the perfect christmas tat i am looking forward too will be gone tooz coz he is officially broke! BOO HOO! sianz la..

but he sae..the christmas is still on leh..dunno where he get the money..???

2008-12-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

went fot the YEP networking session..wah..still can't decide on where to go for my YEP! HELP PLEASE..i hav now tink narrowed down to
1: India
2: China
3: Indonesia..

to do either
1: health screening
2: community health education

mayb would work with
1: asian journeys
2: jingkai(India) ??

still got sooo many question marks..WAD SHOULD I DO?? HOW SHD I START??

ANYWAY..anybody interested to join me PLEASE CONTACT ME!! i will muz prob make the trip in NOV next year! Medical background would b a plus point!

n..ONLY PR n singaporean got subsidies by YEP...

SO..IF U R REALLY REALLY INTERESTED..or u know of anybody interested..please please contact me..coz i am recruiting ppl..thanks...or if u gt any better suggestion on where to go..tag me also can!

my e-mail is lightningjuzstrike@yahoo.com
my hp is 82334333

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

aniwae..after the networking session..went to meet shihui at orchard..walk walk..but din get anytink la..sianz..

we walk pass GUCCI n LV..wah..alot of ppl lining up to go in lo..COMPLETELY DUN LOOK LIKE WE GOT ECONOMY DOWNTURN LO! did the news exaggerate?? wahahah..i mean..singaporeans like nt affected leh..still like spending like normal i feel..=x..

den after the WINDOW shopping..i went to shihui hse..den veg come fetch me..den we quarrelled! sianz la.. den end up went to yew tee one of the HDB to talk it out..ok le la..but still..i will try to learn to detach my feelings for him..mayb one day..wen i can b like myself long ago..tat independent girl..den say BYE BYE TO HIM! HUMPH!

2008-12-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

today went to little india wif him to eat sakuntala..we had mutton briani..fried chicken n masala thosai..was ok la..nt bad la..den we proceeded to velocity..novena square to go walk walk..notink much there..=x..den we went to citigems..saw the rosella diamond series..its pretty n EX tooz..den we went to goldheart..saw the celestial series..the diamond got a star cut..beautiful..but itz fucking expensive once again..ayoz..=x..i tink shouldn't spend this kinda $$ on diamonds lo..i rather the $$$ to go overseas..
though as girls u will wish tat u can get a diamond ring..but..itz ok with me .i tink i rather leave it till my wedding..the huever guy better propose to me with at least a 1caret diamond ring!!! wahahahah!!!

2008-11-29T23:52:00.002+08:00

went to have dinner with my family..my parents, aunts n uncles at a teochew restaurant..

the food was ok la..nt bad la..i wun say SUPER DUPER nice..but was nice..

1st we had this sweet noodles with egg..hmm..nt used to it..cause normally we eat salty wan rite..

den we had our cold dish..tat wan was nt bad..

followed by: suckling pig!

den we had fish..the sause was nice..

then goose meat with toufu..

Fried Prawn

then came DESERTS!!!! MY FAV!!!

we had my fav deserts..

cheng teng

AND

YAM PASTE!!!!

i din take pic..coz busy eating la..wahahha..

AND chestnut dunno wad..

wahaha..was a good bonding session!

was my uncle birthday actually..din know till we started eating..wahaha..opps..=x..

2008-11-29T17:22:00.005+08:00

was FORCED to take annual leave by SISTER PHUAH today!

she ask me n i din agree to it n she juz conveniently put me on annual leave WITHOUT my CONSENT! WAD THE FUCK LA!

anyway..so i stayed at home the whole day..pack alittle of my room..den alfred fetch me to vivo to meet sumi n vino to get the christmas deco..den we watched ..itz nice la..you all should go and watch..lotsa suspense..but 1 bad tink bout this show is..the movie is all like taken with a hand-held camera..watch until very dizzy..until wanna vomit arh..at 1st..we tot was onli the beganing will b liddit..den who knows..THE ENTIRE SHOW WAS LIDDIT!

wah..at 1st we plan to hav dinner after the show..but after the show..all of us no appetite le..hahaha..=x..

random!

2008-11-18T22:43:00.005+08:00

13th Nov: spent the whole day doin shihui's presie..do until the whole place very messy..haha..=x..den at nite..went to her place to pass to here..glad that she like it..=P..

14th Nov: went back to SGH for SLE talk and appt! had a disagreement wif him..nt beri happy..=x..den meet shihui to go orchard to get vic's pressie..HE DIN CONTACT ME LO..MAKE ME PISS..den at nite bout 12plus..i buatahan..i call him..den he sae he zzz the WHOLE afternoon..so din contact me..ok lo..miscommunication..i am nt understanding enough..but aniwae..i told him all my unhappiness..den he quickily wash face n came down to my hse to find me n we talk..

15th Nov: today spoken to Assistant Director of Nursing..she sae my request to go to ICU is nt approved..=x..coz i am nt able to go for their ICU course within 6months in ICU coz i goin to start my degree next year..=x..aniwae..den after coming back..Ka Su ask me go ICA n help out..so it is my first time goin to ICA! i am so damm excited la..=P..but also abit busy la..but is different la..i feel very fresh wen i was there..my drive to work hard starts! i feel abit re-charged there..hope they will rotate me more often! aniwae..met him after work..went to send his last order together..den go eat..guess wad..he bought for me a raincoat..plus a hand sleeve! now nearing raining season..i was about to go get it le..den surprise tat he will get it for me..=P..he is sweeter nw..was having a little of a rough time before tat..he sae he will change..so..he did..hope he will maintain it la..hor!

16th Nov: met up with xavier @ PS n watch Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa..slept thru the front part..coz i was damn it tired..i know its rude..but i can't help it..=x..den met up with seng, vic n shihui..went to watch another movie..SAW V! the movie was ok la..=x..

17th Nov: work work..i am in-charge..sux la..almost can't finish my stuff la..dunno y so damm busy lo..=x..haiz..

18th Nov: Work in the morning..alot of ppl give me morning call..so touched..haha..aniwae..after work..he came to my ward to look for me..HE EVEN BROUGHT ME LUNCH! ok..sweet..den we went to simlim tower to get his stuff..den went to ahboy..he bought his visor..and chain..den went to 163 to have dinner..now i'm home!

dunno tmr goin club anot leh..=x..home iris will nt fly our aeroplane!
tmr goin 2 his place to eat steamboat!

2008-11-12T03:49:00.000+08:00

juz completed 3 afternoon shift..wah..stress arh! got 1 patient..on her way to heaven since my 1st afternoon shift..n she tahan throughout my 3 afternoon! wah..she muz hav a very strong will..muz b sumtink holding back..or mayb..it is not her time yet..

anyway..my last afternoon SUX!

NUMBER ONE - 9/4 bro plus wife scold me for nt being compassion..coz the patient crying in pain..n i din do anytink bout it! WTF! i wrote in the notes..plus told other staffs to relay the msg to her team drs in the morning..plus..gave her PO morphin!WHO SAY I DIN DO ANYTINK! FUCK YOU LA! GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT CAN! GO SCOLD THE DOCTORS LA! THEY ARE THE ONES WHO FUCK CARE BOUT YOUR SISTER CAN!

i screwed the Doctor up tooz..coz i was mad at that time..=x..

NUMBER TWO - room 5 can b deisolated..got a bed le..BUT THE BLOODY PATIENT REFUSED TO LEAVE!
he keep repeating" let me stay here la..let me stay one or two more days la..can la.."
den i bluff him say got another person waiting for his bed..den he sae.."ask tat person go to my new bed den i stay here can?"
wah! den i expain tat this is a insolation room..he no need the facilities here le..so muz shift out..den he sae" den can wait 1st..wait i eat dinner first..otherwise i got no strength to move la"
WTH! wad excuse is tat..den at last..after ALOT of explaination..he left for another ward!

NUMBER THREE - I GT 2 DEM ADMISSIONS!

NUMBER FOUR - 11/3 daughter called up the ward AND SCREW ME UP! y i keep kana scolding? go n die la!

FUCKING SIAN DAY LA!

2008-11-09T13:10:00.003+08:00

during the 4 nitez..one of the nite..my college fan..bought us like EIGHT DIFFERENT TYPES OF CURRY!!! n pratas.....

juz finished my 4 nites..
yesterday went to shihui's 21st party..
i am worned out!
SERIOUSLY!
i am damm tired mentally..but i dunno y i fall asleep so difficultly..i am nt like tat de lo!

will update on shihui's 21 party soon!!!

2008-11-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

yoohooo..today spend alot of $$$ sia..
suppose to go to ubin with nana,fen they all..but rain..so we delayed till lunch n i was as usual late for 1 n a half hour! at new york new york lot1..
den we went to demsey hill to eat ben n jerry icecream!
i hav be hearing ppl sae demsey demsey..but nv been there..at last..haha..there like quite high class leh..all the angmos..plus..i saw the DUCATI today!

after that..i went back home to get jeans..n rush down to orchard..
GO LEVI'S! they got this good deal..which is this..they take in your old jeans(any brand)..n u'll get $50 off your levi's jeans(but muz be $100 n above..which is practically all the jeans la) !..but bad news is..ends tmr lo!
i got 1 jeans for myself..n 1 for him! wanted to get 1 for his mum..but can't find tat one..=x..den i walk back to isatan to get my shoe..ytd i saw it..i like it v much..so i went back n bought it..

i'm sorry..no pic for this post..coz I GOT NO HP! i send it for servicing..coz i can't receive calls n sms! gonna collect it back on 2nd nov..=P..which is tmr! yeah!

2008-11-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

ytd went shopping with him..din get anitink for myself though..=x..
he got himself a top..=P..
n secret recipe cheesecake gt 50% off..so we got 2..1 for his family n 1 for mine..
n u know wad!
I SEND MY HP FOR REPAIR! SO I GOT NO PHONE! SHIT ..=X

anyway..i am here to vent my anger!
ytd we wented to go to plaza sing lao beijing to eat..coz their high tea is $10.50++
quite worth it..we reach there at 12+ pm..
ask if we could like reserve a place..coz the high tea onli starts at 3pm..
the waitress sae reserve is only for 6person n above..ask us to come back at 3pm!
i was damm hungry..but dun dare to eat much..coz later eating buffet mah..
den at 2.45pm..we went back to laobeijing..to our surprise..there was a BIG crowd!
n they gt q numbers.!
so the waitress was shouting "high tea full for today..only people with q no. pls line up"
wad the f***
it wasn't even 3pm..they finish giving out the q number already n the damm waitress ask me to come back at 3 n nv even give me a q no. when i go at 12plus..
i was damm pissed la..PLUS I WAS DAMM IT HUNGRY!
i look for the damm manager!
she gt the cheek to say"i got no place already..anyway..it is first come first serve basis! we all train our people to say first come first serve already..so can't be..you go look for the waitress who told u 2 come back at 3pm..n scold her la!"

u r telling me first come first serve! i came at 12plus PM! i guess i am BLOODY FIRST can..
n it is YOUR people..u r the manager..YOU R SUPPOSE TO MANAGE YOUR OWN PEOPLE! n not for us to scold her..IDIOT!

anyway..me n veg already book a table for 6 on tuesdae..coz they sae reservation can onli b made for 6people n above! n we r goin to leave tat other 4 places EMPTY! MAKE U LOSE 4 PERSON'S MONEY! HUMPH! YOU IDIOT LAO BEIJING!

2008-10-29T04:20:00.000+08:00

today i took a bus to work in the morning..!!! coz i'm worried bout my tires..

after work..my nice boy..came n fetch! thank god he remembered to bring my helmet with him..otherwise..gotta go back n take..=x..

we went to sin ming..wanted to do his bike..but the person ask him to come back in the morning another day..coz not enough time le..as it wae bout 5pm..

so we headed back n get my bike..went to his place slack n have dinner..

den went in to malaysia to do my bike..

i change sports rim..(RM380-include racing boy sport rim, n dunlop tires plus workmanship)wow..no tire!

fixing my tire to the rim..

old rim meet new rim!

at the bike shop..got 1 cat..the last time i saw her..she was onli a SMALL KITTEN! n now..wow..a CAT! she is so cute! this was her n her brother i think..but the owner of the shop sae the brother kana car knock n passed away le..=x..veg dou LED lights(RM50) blue colour..mayb next time den i put lo..k lar..i very tired le..tat's for today! nights!

I LOVE MY BIKE N HELMET!

2008-10-29T00:16:00.003+08:00

wow..today b4 goin 2 work..my tire no air..so go pump air..after work..went to pump petrol..at the same time..air..once i left the petrol station..my tire dunno y became FLAT! almost lose control of my bikey..=x..den i called my SAVIOR! MR CHYE YOU! he came n help me pump air..den ok le..even the petrol uncle help me pump oso not ok..he pump ok le..but still nt tat solid la..muz faster go malaysia n change my rim le..

aniwae..after that..he headed to farm mart to feed my doggies..i adopted a few there..keke..

these are the 4 doggies tat are my favourite..they v friendly..once you go visit them..these 4 dogs will run n come find you..den wen u ride away..they will escot u de lo..next time i video show..v hard to explain..but they are damm cute..

aniwae..today during work i read the newspaper n saw this..

POLICE CAR CRASH!!

den jus now otw to his hse to get the doggies food..another accident..bike n a taxi..=x..

dunno how is the biker..=x..chye chye sae wen he pass by juz now..the person was like lying there..no movement..=x..

haiz..kk..i go sleep le..tmr morning shift..hope i can wake up..=x..

happy deepavali to all indians!

2008-10-27T11:25:00.000+08:00

WISHING ALL MY INDIAN FRIENDS
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!

Today is my 1st day at work after 1 whole week of slacking..
it was alright..though as usual..quite busy..but i was glad to work with amy..
sister let us go early today..coz itz a PH..so we left once we done with our work..which is like 2.30pm..

den i went back home..bath..zz
AND OVERSLEPT!

left my home at7.30pm..suppose to leave at 5pm lo..
aniwae..went to sumitha hse..she invited us..
so i met vino n debbie there..
eat there..
the food was yummy la!
last time wen i dun hav indian friens..i always thought indian food was yucky..
but after knowing them..tried real indian food..wow..it is actually damm nice la..

after sumi's hse..went to RUMYA's hse..
so long din meet up with her le..but too bad..i reach her hse late..val left already..=c..
eat abit there tooz..
her family is vegetarian..
it was just as nice..keke..
ta-baoed some for veg to eat..=P..
veg eating vegetarian!

hmm..too bad..he can't come with me to sumi n rumya's hse..coz he working..=c

aniwae..den..went back..i saw this video..

World's Fattest Man @ Yahoo! Video

jus wanna share with you guys!
he is OMG!
he was in the news..
coz he juz got MARRIED!!

but..wow..the girl muz have really love him..
coz..can u girls just imagine..
you got a bf..hu is bed ridden!
how he bring u out pat tou?
how to go to nice restaurant to mum mum together?
how to juz hold hands, walk n talk..by the seaside..or even jus your neighbourhood park?
how can he buy presents n surprise u? (actually can leh..order online lo..haha)
how to hug?? you cannot finish hugging him lo!

i guess these are the simple things that a girl would love when dating..
but this guy can't provide..
yet she is willing to marry him..
but he also love her alot la..HE LOSE 200+ KG leh!
mayb this is the thing tat touched the girl..???

hmm..love is so..sophisticated..
u can never understand..

saturday

2008-10-25T19:50:00.001+08:00

today..i woke up at 9am!! to receive my NEW sofa!!!..TADA!!!

last time my parents dun like leather sofa..duno y this time they got this leather de..aniwae..i still tink the previous sofa nicer..too bad i dun have pic to show..

aniwae..den i slack at home..suppose to go out n meet xavier noon time..but..slack till 4..den go East Coast Park n rollablade with sis n her friens..

then xavier came n meet me at ECP..

Guess wad..he gave me HIS JAY CHOU CD!

those i sae i dun hav de..den he got..den he give me his collection worh!

OMG..! tat was sweet..but i tink i can't accept it..=x..will return him soon..

aniwae..after rollarblading..he left..coz he leaving for taiwan..after he left..

i stayed at ECP enjoyed the sea breeze for awhile..den left to meet veg..sent orders with him..=P

den meet kangjie..den go cine..

otw there..i saw my favourite bike!! KSR!!

OMG! I WAN TAT BIKE..the bike was beside me..i really wanna talk to the rider..but dun dare..=x..haha..

after fetching the 2 gers frm cine..we headed to changi village to eat..wow..i was damm hungry..but the mee goreng SUX! onli ate half a share..=x

after eating..we went to c plane take off..onli manage to catch 1 plane take off..wanted to wait for 1 more n take picture..

but i waited..n waited n waited..waited damm long..

BUT STILL NO AEROPLANE WANNA TAKE OFF!!!

we were all tired of waiting..so we left..fetch the 2 gers back home..n go home..

thats all for saturday!!

MY LEAVE IS COMING TO AN END!! ARGH!! I DON'T WANT!! I STILL WANNA SLACK!!!

2008-10-24T22:12:00.003+08:00

today i go eat until super full!!!

i went to...

SAKURA

@ clementi woods..

mummum with veg..

the variety of food is DAMM MANY..

they got all kinds of food..

frm japanese sushi, salmon sashimi..to italian pasta..to local laksa..to western potato wedges..to seafood like lala and bamboo clam..

i was quite impress with the amt of diff types of food..

but but but

but taste wise..

i tink nt nice..=x..

practically can't finish everytink i took..

ONLY the siew mai, deserts..and ICE CREAM!!!

OH SHIT..I FORGOT TO TRY MY ORNI !!!!

ARH!! y now den i remember!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!

aniwae..saw this guy..quite cute..look abit like those korean star..aya..forgot to take pic..=x..he look damm cute la..den before we left..saw he drove a car back..wah..HE GOT HIS OWN CAR WORH!

aniwae..okok..stop my hua chi..me n veg go to ah boy..

n we got..

RED handle cushion for my RED bike..

BLACK handle cushion for his BLACK bike..($3 each)

his racing glove for tmr MAC convey..

den after tat we headed to lot1 n caught a movie..

Tropic Thunder(M18)

the show is DAMM LAME!!!

lucky we onli paid $6 each for the tix coz i fake as a STUDENT! LALALA

nt nice de lo..so damm FAKE!!!

AND GUESS WAD WE FOUND OUT after the show!!!

VEG GOT A SUMMON..BooHOo..=c

coz he park at the pavement..tink it'll $70 FREAKING DOLLARS lo..OMG!! WTH lo..=x

DAO MEI YUN la..=x..

anybody interested to go for overseas expedition trip???

2008-10-24T10:57:00.003+08:00

hmm..i'm on leave for this WHOLE week..though itz good la..no need go work..BUT IT IS DAMM BORING! i got nothing to do! juz slack n slack n slack..sleep wake up eat..sleep wake up eat..like a pig!

anyway..yesterday i went to the Youth Expedition Project Leadership Mentor Interview..
I need to organize a trip by nov 2009..
Anybody interested to join me???
i have not decide on the location yet..maybe you wanna give me some suggestions? but can onli go to ASEAN + india + China..
i tink i'll be emphasizing more on healthcare..mayb go health screening, or teach basic hygiene or..i dunno wad..still gotta brainstorm n tink..any ideas???
i'll need 13-20 people..
trip 50% sponsored by YEP..the rest we'll try to get sponsors or try to raise fund somehow...

drop me a msg in my tagboard if you r interested or got any suggestion ok???

1st time my bike pong pong

2008-10-23T05:21:00.001+08:00

today..itz the 1st time in almost 6 months i help my bike REALLY bathe..frm the day i get her..she haven had a proper shower..=x..i'm a bad owner..=x..

i have been wanting to shower her since god knows when..onli until today..den i bathe her with her kor kor(chye you's super4)..

washing in progress...

before

after washing

end product..
mei mei..wow..look at the rim..shiny de hor!kor kor..wah..look at the mud guard..shiny shiny..haha..

after showering our bikes, we went up to watch tv..coz was raining n i can't go home..=c..
went home at bout 12mn..after the show..den went to meet xavier..go to west coast Mac n playground..wah..got the tazan swing there lo..i wanna play de lo..but i paiseh..haha..NEXT TIME ASK VEG TO BRING ME THERE N PLAY!!! keke..=P..

n so we sat at the shelter n chit chat..coz was drizzling..went back home at bout 4 plus am..=x..